November 14, 2000

November 14 2000....I will never forget that day. One of my favorite people in the world took her last breath. Joycelyn "Sess" Sessions went home. Me personally I never knew anyone that I can say will go to heaven. Joycelyn will truly make it in. I still can hear her voice and smell her tasty New Orleans creations she made in her kitchen. I will make another blog tomorrow because for some reason I keep day dreaming and can't focus on this blog. Day dreaming and thinking back to past memories of her. Hearing her laugh and seeing her smile. I truly will always love you.

I had a visitor today.......

One thing that is so amazing to me. Everytime I ask God a question or have a prayer, it never goes unanswered. It's about three Foot Souljahs I've been fortunate to come across well being in Missouri, or perhaps he sent them to me. Angie, what is a Foot Souljah your probably asking? A Foot Souljah is a child of God that HE uses in many...many ways to do his will. It can be delivering a message, giving words of encouragement, deliverance...etc..etc. Well back to my visitor. I was having a quiet moment and she came in. Just really checking on me to see if I was still on track and in line with HIS will. A simple smile and knodding of heads and she was gone. Oh I can't forget she brought a guest, who the last time I saw her she gave me a HUG packed with heavenly energy that was much needed. Each day that passes by I feel a scales being pulled off of my eyes. Each day that passes by I feel a once familiar peace that I once knew. Each day that passes by I feel a more sense of control within myself. Each day that passes by I feel myself closier to HIM. And each day that passes by I hear HIS voice that was a low whisper to being an Alto. Peace be still 

He loves me.....just that much.

I couldn't wait until Thursday came. I could sleep in a little late and go to my appointment in Rolla.
Well part of that didn't happen. The office called and canceled my appointment in Rolla.
The one thing I should've did before my feet hit the floor was talk to the Man upstairs. So then I could've asked him to give me strength to avoid traps and irritations that the enemy may have had for me that day.
But because HE loves me so much HE had my back anyway. Thank you for loving me that much.